* saat-saat genting !!! *

EhemEhemEhem !! tinggal lebih kurang 2 minggu lagi aku kat Mersing nie..hua-3 nak nangis.. ;(
  barang-2 suda packing..semua nye suda hampir siap...tinggal beberapa pasang baju kemeja dan baju biasa jep yang tak beli lagi...nak pergi sambung study jep ,aku punye beg pakaian bagai nak pergi oversea...bapak lah besar...tapi PAROKK lah duit parents aku..kesian kat parents aku..sekali  2 orang anak daa nak pergi study..duit jangan cakap...aku sudah buat bajet 1 MALAYSIA agak-agak dalam RM2K lebih tuh perabes untuk aku dan kakak aku jep...belum lagi duit poket aku kat sana lagi...adoii...susah nye ada anak TWINS NIE...nak-nak anak TWINS tunggal dalam family ayah dan ibu aku...bilik aku jangan cakap..daa macam tak serupa bilik aku habaq kat hang...nak solat pon aku terpaksa lah bersempit-sempit..adehh bilik aku besar jadi nampak kecik...yang penting sekali,nampak  cute..haha sebab apa??teka lah beb..nampak bersepah bagai..haha istilah CUTE tuh sebab nak KALIS saja..WINK-3

i'am suffering !! :(

Entry kali nie sangat menyeksakan aku..3 hari aku sakit tekak..start hari jumaat sehingga lah sekarang..aduhh !!!sakit nye tak terkata..dalam msa 2 juga lah aku kurang makan..tekak luka n then berdarah..leher pulak bengkak macam BEGOK..(adik aku lah yang cakap)..gusi pulak sakit..thanks ALLAH sebab bagi aku ujian sedemikian rupa dan aku redha...nak makan punya lah sakit..semua makanan yang aku try makan rasa PAHIT ..WTH kan ??apa-apa pon tak bole...lepas satu,satu penyakit datang..asal eak?? Aku tau lah yang aku nie memang susah nak kena penyakit tapi bila sudah kena,memang PAROKK lah jawabnya..entry kali nie nak pendek-pendek jep..(ayah !! ibu !! lapa nie...nak makan..tapi TEKAK sakit !!) saba jep lah kan..lebih menyayatkan hati (kata kakak dan adik aku) just makan ikan (2 pon tak bole nak telan) dan tengok jep dieorang makan..huahuahuahua...bole kurus aku macam nie..minum ais jep tok kurangkan sakit tekak nie...:(

Broken Hearted Girl !!! :(

You're everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could have been
But still, you live inside of me, so tell me how is that?
You're the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you're the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
'Cause I can't erase
The times that you hurt me and put tears on my face
And even now, while I hate you, it pains me to say
I know I'll be there at the end of the day

I don't wanna be without you, babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without you, babe
I don't wanna play that part
I know that I love you, but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kind of way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl

There's something that I feel I need to say
But up til' now I've always been afraid that you would never come around
And still I wanna put this out

You say you've got the most respect for me
But, sometimes I feel you're not deserving of me
And still, you're in my heart
But you're the only one
And yes, there are times when I hate you, but I don't complain
'Cause I've been afraid that you would walk away
Oh, but now I don't hate you
I'm happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day

I don't wanna be without you, babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without you, babe
I don't wanna play that part
I know that I love you, but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kind of way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl

Now I'm at a place I thought I'd never be, ooh
I'm living in a world that's all about you and me, yeah
Ain't gotta be afraid, my broken heart is free to spread my wings and fly away, away with you....

I don't wanna be without my baby
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without my baby
I don't wanna play that part
I know that I love you, but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kind of way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl